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Monday, March 22, 2010
Stop the World I Want to Get Off
7:46 PM | Posted by
Mireille |
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When I was little, I remember hearing: "Stop the World I want to get off!" I used to think it was quite funny... Imagine! Why would anyone want to stop the World AND get off of it? Sadly, I am in total agreement now.
I am tired of constantly feeling sad. Believe me, I am trying really really hard not to feel this way but it seems the rest of the World is two steps ahead of me and I can't keep up. I just feel like crying all the time.
You'll have to excuse me now as I go Google the way to stop this huge marble...
I am tired of constantly feeling sad. Believe me, I am trying really really hard not to feel this way but it seems the rest of the World is two steps ahead of me and I can't keep up. I just feel like crying all the time. When the cashier at the grocery store today looked at my belly and said "So what happened to the little baby that was in there?" I wished so badly to say: "She's at home with her daddy." But instead I had to say: "She passed away...." I am so tired of saying that. Why couldn't things be different?
I miss my little Adelle more and more each day and I hurt more and more each day. I'm baffled by this, as the day we learned that she was gone, my heart quite litteraly broke and I never felt more pain.
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- Mireille
- On November 6th, 2009, I gave birth to our angel Adelle at 34 weeks. She had already grown her wings... I am going through a difficult time and am learning a lot about myself and what it means to be the mommy of an Angel. I hope that by sharing my experiences, other angels' moms will find some comfort in knowing they are not alone. I am married to the most wonderful man on Earth. I am blessed with the most precious family and friends. My heart will always be full of love for my Angel Baby Adelle.
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