Thursday, February 4, 2010
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You would think things would get easier with time. Just about everybody has promised me that. I supposed that 2 days before the 3-month anniversary of your baby's passing, isn't really enough time. I am relieved somewhat by this fact as today I try to remember her little kicks, then holding her little body in my arms. Some of the details grow more fuzzy every day... that's why I wish time could just stand still for a moment.
Today I miss Adelle a lot...
Today I miss Adelle a lot...
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- Mireille
- On November 6th, 2009, I gave birth to our angel Adelle at 34 weeks. She had already grown her wings... I am going through a difficult time and am learning a lot about myself and what it means to be the mommy of an Angel. I hope that by sharing my experiences, other angels' moms will find some comfort in knowing they are not alone. I am married to the most wonderful man on Earth. I am blessed with the most precious family and friends. My heart will always be full of love for my Angel Baby Adelle.
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Mireille,
It's true what you say about people saying it will get easier with time, it will, but like I said before how much time is different for everyone. And three months is not a lot of time to heal the heartbreak of losing your baby. You also have to realize that your life before you had Adelle still has not returned to normal in other aspects. For example, work, I know it's probably not something you are looking forward to, but getting back into a routine, working with the people at your office and dealing with other people's problems will in some way help with the healing. Your mind will be preoccupied with day to day tasks at work and you will have less time to think. And you have a bunch of great ladies that love you dearly and are anxious to have you back.
But one thing for sure you will never forget Adelle or the day you gave birth and held her in your arms. Don't worry for one second about that, I think it is almost impossible to forget.
When I had my miscarriage, I unlike you, hadn't yet felt the baby kicking, and of course, I never held my baby, since I was only three months pregnant. But I remember that day vividly even though it was over twenty five years ago. I can describe to you in detail what happened that day and the memories are etched in my mind and my heart.
So, you don't need to have time stand still to remember, some things may start to get fuzzy, but the memories that will be important to you will never fade away
Mom XOXOXO
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