Wednesday, February 3, 2010

To Sleep... Perhaps to Dream

I have very vivid dreams under regular circumstances... add a traumatic experience and voilà: the recipe for many more dreams (some good and some not so good).  I am one of the lucky who remembers their dreams after they wake.  Last night's dream, I feel, is like a metaphore for a part of my life.

In this particular dream, the Titanic made an appearance (you know it's gonna be bad when...).  The majestic vessel was well... majestic.  M & I stepped inside and set off on a voyage.  Inside the boat was old and rusty.  I don't think I am ruining any ending by saying that the boat started to fall apart all around us.  But M & I held on to each other and there was a feeling of safety and mostly of love.  This is when I woke.... 

I think I like this as a metaphor for our relationship.  Loosing Adelle might have made us feel like our lives were falling apart but we love each other and we will be ok.  I was afraid at first... sometimes events this big drive a couple apart but for us, I feel, it brought us closer.  I hope Adelle knows that she has made a big impact in our lives...  she saved the Titanic from sinking. 

1 comments:

Sylvie said...

As much as I loved Leo and Kate, I love you guys more. No special effects required, although love does has a pretty special effect, doesn't it?

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On November 6th, 2009, I gave birth to our angel Adelle at 34 weeks. She had already grown her wings... I am going through a difficult time and am learning a lot about myself and what it means to be the mommy of an Angel. I hope that by sharing my experiences, other angels' moms will find some comfort in knowing they are not alone. I am married to the most wonderful man on Earth. I am blessed with the most precious family and friends. My heart will always be full of love for my Angel Baby Adelle.

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On the wings of an angel, she gently touched down. Here for a moment, then heavenly bound, where the sweet Father welcomed her home and the wings of an angel became her own.

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-November 6th, 2009


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